This is a photo of my very VERY best friend, first cousin and a really big part of me that is gone, forever.
The last day I saw her was September 29th 2001, her 2 children in tow. She was leaving the shop and just as she did everyday, said she would see me later..Later...
My girl, died Sunday September 30th 2001 in the morning, from a blood clot to her heart.
She was 36. She just dropped dead on her kitchen floor. She had, just 3 months prior, given birth to her beautiful baby girl Erin. Also at home was her little twin-look alike son Ty, who had just turned 2.
So, shes gone, left me standing here. All alone, without her.. I know shes not coming back, I just wish I could talk to her once in a while. See those big dark brown eyes, her wonderful full pouty lips. I can still see her face like it was yesterday. I miss her so much. Im just so sure that she misses me too. So full of factual advice, her contageous laughter, her dry dry sense of humor, her love of life. Her big bossy ways.
God, well, I really get pissed at him when I think about it. What was he thinking? Really, She has 2 small small children, and a hubby, just beside himself. Not to mention ALL that loved her dearly. Not to mention ME! I am so selfish, I want her back for me.
Today is your birthday, my best friend, gone to, well, I really dont know. All I know is that there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about you and wonder how I am going to get along another day, another year, the rest of my life.. without hearing your voice, or seeing your face.
I miss you :(
your best friend, 4ever-